I have not felt this piss for a long time. Irritated always but not piss.
I'm piss with everything. I just want to get away from all this crap I am going through honestly.
I'm piss with having to go to Eugene's parents house like every other day. I am not complaining about his parents ie. my in-laws. They are superb people but I just am tired by the fact of "going there" all the time and doing just nothing or having the need to find something to do while I am there.
I'm piss that I can't be left alone to do my writings (people have this tendency of yakking their hearts out when I am trying to write).
I'm piss because I bought fruits for Eugene to eat and he keeps forgetting it and when it's almost rotten, all he does is tells me he don't want to want to eat them at all, despite not all of them are rotten. There are times when the fruits are fast turning bad, I eat them up but all I get is him asking me why did I not keep some for him. Give me a break!
I'm piss because I wanted to go for a holiday and I have been waiting here for the longest time and I don't know when it will materialise... I'm so fucking bored at work and fucking tired with the office.
I'm piss because lately I have not been getting really good sleep since Eugene has been snoring very loudly the whole night and it keeps waking me up many times in a night. I'm not piss with him but the noise.
I'm piss because the moment the dawn breaks, the fucking construction behind my Condo starts and all the buzzing and humming starts it's orchestra in terrible 10-11 hours of symphony EVERYDAY except Sunday. And by the time I get home which is late, there is now another machine roaring all throughtout the night disturbing the peace of the night which I badly need the tranquility to install some sanity.
I'm piss because I have a boss who is just everywhere and when I ask him for working stuff of this and that, I always get stupid answers or resolution, depending on this mood. WTF.
I'm piss because my boss has the knack to generously offer help to my colleagues but by end of the day, he WILL NOT BE THE ONE doing it but everyone else of us. Is that what you call team spirit? Hah! Anyone of us here don't need just the physical presence please.
I'm piss because my boss ask me to do things which is unneccesary and time wasting half of the time. Like I have already made copies and copies for him of whatever decks but he never bothers keeping it for records and make reference when the need arises. If he wants to review them, all he convinietly does is come to me and ask for a reprint. Like 2x? 3x? Like for a 30 pager deck? Or when I have already mail him the entire gist, I am still asked to print the e-mail and its attachment AGAIN and AGAIN if he loses it and AGAIN if I reminded him to look into it. WTF.
I'm piss because I just can't be left alone to do all the things I like all the time because something and somewhere will have something else for me to do...argh!
I'm piss because my mum has this attitude about making things difficult for my brother half of the time and it is taking the toll on everyone including my brother's relationships. At one hand she's my mum, the things are getting tough.
I'm piss because I am so tired to all of the above and I just want to be left alone yet no one is willing to do just that for me. Argh!
There...everything off my chest now. I'm done pissing!
