Weekend cards turned out fantastic. That is the thing about art. There is always inspiration and mood at stake. I wanted to keep this batch for myself. It's chic and adorable this time *SMILE*
Also found out that my little cousin (no longer little) brother is working for Silverfish while breaking for his semester. Wow... I am elated. Silverfish has been my inspiration for writing. Even though I am much the admiring-and-learning-from-afar type of person, Silverfish often reminds me to stick hard to my passion and just write my life away. And yes, I am determined to do that. The thing about writing is very much like yoga, the balance only happens when that monkey mind gets quiet and you have some peace to do it well. For now, I've got an ala Christmas list of books to get from them. So much for the love of books and the fact that I thoroughly enjoy reading well written with a Malaysian-knack-type of books. I just feel very at home when I read them. Somehow.
I caught my cousins and aunty for dinner last night and I had a good time just talking crap without the need to hold back or think if what I am saying is appropriate. That is the thing about being around family,we can just be ourselves. It's one of those things I treasure.
Yeah, this crazy world has this uncanny ways of killing people if one fails to take care of oneself in public. Most often than not, people have to watch what is said and done, with all these funny people around. As I have always preached, it is better to enjoy the handful company of
sane people to keep that sanity intact and let the world be. I don't believe socializing beyond than handful good people because the coyote people have this natural talent for lack of human respect. I feel these people have a gift to tell you how to live your life, evaluate you for their personal agendas or keep up with your life so that their bottom pit esteem can be redeemed (I don't know how). Heheh...
Some fella message me to ask me if I have close down Lights, Action, Camera. I don't understand. Did I not just say it is close on the main page? Which part of English did I not spell or correctly written? Or was I writing some Queen's English that our Malaysian English standards are down the shute that one can't comprehend?
Anyway, she's one of those fella whom I totally dislike for her whatever ways. I just want to ignore the person. Heheh... I feel I don't need to justify or say whatever she wants to hear just to make herself feel good about those whatever crap. Plus, I am not interested to know about her
efforts to be that nice person to everyone. She works so hard to be such a person, gawd. If you are nice, you are nice. You don't have to work for it. And she chooses to be close to people she feels could inject fun in her sordid life. Common, get your own life and make fun in that life of yours, don't leech on us. Enough of her anyway, I'm so done with her. I refuse to let her be close to me, whatever, whichever way. Go play far-far please.
Yeah, there are people that you just have to keep that distance because that is the way to it. Otherwise, you get crap out of nothing while happily minding your own business. So people, if I refuse to see you for all the world's excuses I could make up, this goes to say, I totally refuse to be near you to begin with. Period.
Oh, what attitude I got there. *grin* and finally out of my tight chest about this person and I can live my life as it is.
Got to run now. Sigh, back to reality. *Bored*
