The issue about the car and all has yet to seep into my system. But I know, time smoothens everything and it stomachs everything like a bottomless pit. I will be able to absorb it eventually. Though, it still won't be today, I am sure.
I was just swearing under my breath while I was driving to work on several things Malaysians irritate me. I hate Malaysians for,
1. Being kiasu, if there is a thing about money or anything for free, they will just hoard on it like tomorrow is the end of the world, despite the trouble they need to go through
2. U-turning or stopping their car at a junction
3. The love to destroy everything that has trees and shrubs in it. They just can't leave jungles or a nice piece of quiet land alone. They have this itchy urge to flatten it, get rid of all the trees and build houses and houses and houses or offices over offices over offices. I mean, does this small 27 million people REALLY NEED that much of home and office spaces? I really hate these developers. I hate all of them because they don't know when to stop. I hate them even more because they get those cheap stake Datukship for destroying the environment and making helluva tonnes of money from other people while raping the land. Oh, some even Tan Sri. WTF. I hate them. They are just greedy bunch of mother fuckers who only think all for themselves. And just when they are so good at doing that, they even get acclaimed for it. Can you beat that crap?
4. Always complaining that Malaysia is never good enough for them. The grass is always greener on the other side for them.
5. Just simply park their car because they are going to the temple, church or mosque. Hell breaks loose when they are supposed to be going to Heaven. Hehe...
I just learnt from the papers that the 1 empty space left beside my condo will be under construction sometime at the end of 2009 or 2010. They are apparently going to build a 12 storey hotel. A hotel in the middle of a suburb of a residential area. Believe it. Like whose brains was that? Or it was a brainless thought actually some man who thought he was smart.
I am pissed. I am pissed as per No. 3 above.
And also, I am sad. I am sad because I thought I was going to grow old living in this condo I totally adore from the very first day I set my eyes on it. And to some extend, 2 years ago, we pretty much broke our bank account to purchase this place I now call my home, my sanctuary. Where in the world am I going to get another place with that much greens, parks after parks for my walks and runs, a view to kill and it being a very quiet corner of the entire area?
Sigh.
I woke up to the fact that I will eventually one day have to move once the hotel is up and "bustling" becomes part of the area. I feel people just conveniently take away my privilege just like that and I feel violated to some extend. I feel people just don't care and all they know is the amount of money that will be going into their big fat pocket after this.
But in my little heart, I hope that the developer will go bust and there is many, many complications in paperwork to start the construction. If not I hope the developer himself dies or his money gets swindled. And even if someone else wants to take over, the same happens to the person. I know it is not a very kind thing to pray for but I think that is the only solution to the issue for EVERYONE that has called that area our home.
People just don't understand until they have somewhere they consider as their beloved dwelling.
Sigh.
Anyway, if that does not happen, I will be moving out in a year or two AND I really don't have anywhere to go, honestly. I need the trees, birds, fresh air, cool breeze and quiet evenings. I really, really need that. Those stuff that restores the sanity of this concrete rude jungle...
