Tuesday, July 14, 2009

What's Next?

Just over the weekend I made a statement, "That is it, if I were to quit my job, I have decided to be a gym instructor and a writer."

"In 2 years time, you should be able to do whatever you like," Eugene said.

Quitting the corporate world has been playing in my mind every now and then. And it gets more intense when I am bored with work. But I honestly don't know by the time it really comes, would I have the courage to take that plunge.

I would love to be left alone to be with my writings where I am allowed my mind to run freely around like wild horses in the endless meadows and hills. I would love to be left to make all the cards there is to make in this world. I would love to have the time to read my hearts out and I would still love to workout while earning some dough out of it.

These are things that I can do with a word of 'love' in it.

But, that is the difference. The plunge would mean I would give up all efforts I have been harnessing for a good 12 years. And that also means, I would need to now learn to adjust my life pretty much 360 degrees with a no need to work within clockwork precision and its monotonous ways which has been ingrained into my skeletal. These are the feelings and thoughts I have not really given a thought about. But of course, the comprehension can be done when the 2 years comes.

I do wonder though.

Let's see. Let's just see what's next. Oh, I can't wait...