Another love story? Some excerpt...hmmm.... read on.
"... I have only 30 mins to type this bcos I'll be off for a meeting. I never really expressed to you exactly how I felt about us now. And today, as I woke and drove to work, I thought I would want to tell you. So that I will not miss telling you if ever I forgot.
You know, the time when we left, I must admit I was totally heart broken. It was a matter of you to open your mouth and ask me to stay and I would definely have been. I guess things has its ways of working.
And because of that, it took me quite awhile to get over it, forget the entire relationship in totality and move on. But 'forget' is not the right word to use because I never could. But with what is left of me, I went on, leaving it all behind, every memories stashed behind and never re-visited.
I never was nostalgic. Until I caught up with you at the Park. That was when everything came back. After that many, many years.
But despite it, I still wanted very strongly to move on. I refuse to linger over what has happened and I refuse to allow any sentiments to billow me because I always tell myself, never look back, while in thoughts of us does come back to me once every while very dully, held
behind my mind.
When I met you again then, when you came by for an interview, I wasn't in a frame of mind to think about us despite us catching up for a short while. My mind was much with work at that time.
But yesterday, I have to tell you I feel entirely liberated that I could spend some time with you. Not that I have relived the past but I feel I have found a bit of you which I have not really gotten, to really talk to you endlessly. I never really had that with you when we were going out. So yesterday, was one of those moments, I felt, very contentedly glad I did.
It sort of filled up that loss piece of jigsaw. And finally today, as I am typing this with music blasting in my ears at work, I can dare tell you, I did really love you and that no matter how much I try to deny, that feeling to some extend would be part of me because it has been anyway for 13 long years.
I want you to know that I wanted so much more to hold on the the moment yesterday because I miss having such moment. So... I will cherish it much and hold this one, tightly locked in my memory chest. Something I truly appreciate which means a lot to me. Always..."
"... I have only 30 mins to type this bcos I'll be off for a meeting. I never really expressed to you exactly how I felt about us now. And today, as I woke and drove to work, I thought I would want to tell you. So that I will not miss telling you if ever I forgot.
You know, the time when we left, I must admit I was totally heart broken. It was a matter of you to open your mouth and ask me to stay and I would definely have been. I guess things has its ways of working.
And because of that, it took me quite awhile to get over it, forget the entire relationship in totality and move on. But 'forget' is not the right word to use because I never could. But with what is left of me, I went on, leaving it all behind, every memories stashed behind and never re-visited.
I never was nostalgic. Until I caught up with you at the Park. That was when everything came back. After that many, many years.
But despite it, I still wanted very strongly to move on. I refuse to linger over what has happened and I refuse to allow any sentiments to billow me because I always tell myself, never look back, while in thoughts of us does come back to me once every while very dully, held
behind my mind.
When I met you again then, when you came by for an interview, I wasn't in a frame of mind to think about us despite us catching up for a short while. My mind was much with work at that time.
But yesterday, I have to tell you I feel entirely liberated that I could spend some time with you. Not that I have relived the past but I feel I have found a bit of you which I have not really gotten, to really talk to you endlessly. I never really had that with you when we were going out. So yesterday, was one of those moments, I felt, very contentedly glad I did.
It sort of filled up that loss piece of jigsaw. And finally today, as I am typing this with music blasting in my ears at work, I can dare tell you, I did really love you and that no matter how much I try to deny, that feeling to some extend would be part of me because it has been anyway for 13 long years.
I want you to know that I wanted so much more to hold on the the moment yesterday because I miss having such moment. So... I will cherish it much and hold this one, tightly locked in my memory chest. Something I truly appreciate which means a lot to me. Always..."
