Why do people think they are supposedly better and smarter than the person next to them? Sometimes I blame the conditioning we had in school that harness such comparison all the time or as much as we don't realize we unintentionally do. Sad.
The complexity of the humankind and its behavior, the reason for their action and reaction is completely tangled up like a badly washed hair without conditioner. One don't even know where to begin untangling it. Apparently people started with a study they called psychology to try understand the idiosyncrasies of the mind. Apparently.
Love has a lot to do with the above. Love in fact in my humble opinion is the root to all evil and goodness, depending how we human govern it. Just like fire. Be in control and one reaps the fruit, out of control, one pays the price. Tough shit.
People generally dies or succumb to living because they are tired. Just tired of all these 'crap' ever surfaced. Which concludes to suicidal. The rest which can't get enough however will have to die of old age. Despite it all.
Isn't life ironic?
Sometimes I wonder what really is the purpose? Are we just like the other ants busy scurrying around every other day to look for food and before they know it, it's time up or someone conveniently got a can of Morteen, sprayed the shit out of the can, they they go. RIP (Or even more tragic squashed by little human fingers or stomped by their filthy expensive shoes). Are we so to the God(s) up above?
And why? Why do we have a soul to live within this physical being? Why do we have feeling attached to them? Just to give us some meaning? Some purpose actually?
Ah, people should stop using religion or science to explain. Stop telling me or trying hard to convince me we really have a purpose. What if really, by the end of it all, there is actually nothing. Just like any other living thing that lives, just plain nothingness at the end of it. Will we be disappointed because someone in this lifetime of ours told us there is a pot of gold at the end of the journey? Would be feel betrayed?
Feelings. Why should be even have them? So to be humans? So to be considered as humans?
How ironic. And we had to go through the events of pain, suffering, laughter, joy and all sorts to be human. Why bother I wonder.
Heheh... I can just go on. Random ramblings on a mundane Tuesday... Hehe...
