The new workstation here is freezing. Most of the time. I suspect it is because the vent is facing directly under my head. I wonder if I would get air headed after awhile. *grin*
The office is bleeding. The unit which I am supposed to be transferring to is losing its manpower by the day. I hope it isn't me. But I also hope THE person who is responsible for this, learns a VERY valuable lesson. I mean, I hope it gets into his dorky thick balding skull *grin*
I'm very tired these few days. Not really about work. Not really that I am not getting the sufficient holiday. No. Just bored to some extend at times. You know, sometimes when you are at the cross roads between this and that, where you just stand there looking at all the directions going pass you, you suddenly feel empty.
Like, "So what's next?" "Shits, I'm feeling empty."
The problem is, you feel that your life is empty and you can't point what it is. When you turn each pebbles over, every one of it does not signify any emptiness. So it makes you wonder. What.
And such feelings weights you down, makes you very sober and deep felt. At the same time, you don't feel like venturing into your entire feelings and thoughts because you just want to 'just be.'
I am feeling that way now. Everything is pretty much sober and blank. And I really don't know.
The only thing I know is, I would like to have my car sold so I can really, really move on with a new car. I mean, that is something to look forward for.
I also hope Eugene would be serious in taking up diving while he is on his break in December so at least, I have a nice buddy to team with for diving stints next year. It would of course, be fantastic. Sometimes, I think I am more of giving myself a reason to get to the islands than diving itself. Haha… but whatever it is, I'm all for it so long I get to the sea/ beach/ islands or whatever we want to call it.
Of course, Susan has also been keen to join me for races next year so I think that would be added fun to my running episode. I would be very happy to have a buddy to run with. In fact, we ran together in Ozana last Sunday. It was rather fun, having to run with someone who could pace with me and having a good company throughout the 5km. It's really nice.
Anyway, the output of Xmas cards which I have printed is not up to my standard. But I think I should not give up on it just yet because this is the first try. I am still trying to establish what I can or cannot do or how much I could push the printers. So this is that teething period I am at, I guess. Though of course, there is a lot of let down and re-focus required. It isn't as easy as one thinks.
I'm trying to figure out my next attempt already and I have not quite figured what exactly. Let me see.
All in all, this is all I have in mind. And so much I could say / talk. Guess I better sign off before someone kicks the bucket. Hehe…
