Thursday, December 24, 2009

Xmas Eve

Here I am, blasting music in my ears, as if the party to the year end has begun but here I am physically, in the vicinity of the office, doing the least which is important (nothing is urgent at this point in time more so when there is is a countable 10 of us in the office). Of course, if Eugene knows about this, he will be telling me to ask my boss to hitch a hike and apply for a leave on a Christmas Eve. More so that my entire family is down in KL, celebrating Christmas together.

Of course, to begin with, let's not get about the issue of taking leave.

Way back when it is the right time to plan for leave, some people refuse me leave and eventually at the turn of November when every reservation is fully taken up, he decides to exchange his leave so he would be seen to be doing everyone else called peers and bosses alike in the department a favor by being around. I mean, much as I have to admit, I am still bitching over this episode ever since I knew about the change.

Simply because people fail to realize that their action and decision affects other people. And to hell they care because I don't represent nor have any influence to his career, increment, performance, bonus or even ranking.

Honest to God, I'm so looking forward to 2010. Because finally, I have had enough of this crap and I am moving on. I don't really care if the other side is as equally shitty but all I want is a fresh field of meadow. Whether the grass there is greener or all dried up and brown, I am indifferent.

But of course, someone can ask me, why don't I just take this 1 day off because at this point, it isn't matter anymore.

My take, why waste my precious day since I have already not plan for anything? Leaves to me are as precious as diamond stones are to miners.

I mean, I have got so much things on in 2010 that's worth my leave taking. So, save!

I'll be off early anyway, so it is fine.

Family dinner will be on and I am so looking forward. Unlike those 'family' dinner I generally am force to attend 3/4 of the time where people have HER family over with nothing to talk about. This is MY family, where we share practically everything fun. Yay!

I'm just trying to figure out NYE's stuff because I don't want to be spending like last year - baby sitting a bunch of old folks in the karaoke room. Obviously, with HER family cramping the entire space {like where are her extended family's children? Like why are we the ones spending time with them instead?} So, I think, we should go somewhere nice for food, then proceed to chill somewhere nice not called clubs, lounges or with sweltering heat of human bodies. Yay!