I have decided to talk in innuendos today because I just want to pour my feelings yet restrain whom this might be for.
I'm very tired at this moment so I have decided to take a breather and write this piece. I think it is the body that says and acknowledge that this.is.it and thus, it is starting to take effect. And I don't even know if later today, I would be able to be as tip top as I normally am during tennis lessons. But then again, I also don't know if this lethargy is the consequences of non-running for 2 days (thanks to all these work).
But nevertheless, I am very hopeful of the break.
Though it is tough to completely shut off for the break this time around, I am unfortunately taking with me some work back to look into. God knows if I would have the feel to reach out and run through them like I comb thru' my books. God only knows.
I realised my emotions are pretty much at a monotonous rate these days. Be it on anyone or anything. Tempers don't get flared much, irritation is at its least.
Even with the people I dearly love. Maybe it is beginning to dawn upon this soul that while love is as love gets, it is enough said from the mutual feeling one feels about it. There is no need to have burning sensation of fury intensity every now and then.
Maybe this is what maturity is all about and it's stealthily creeping in hoping it doesn’t get notice what so ever.
Well, well, well. So much for now. I done with the talking. Back to work babe…
