I want to be thick skin to say that I'm infectiously likeable and/or loathsome. Depending on who and what. And I could be both at the same time, to the same people. But I really think it has got to be the alter-ego side of me that stems such strong opposites.
Haha…
Just making a statement to remind myself. *eyes rolling at myself*
I'm just in this kind of mood. Self trumpeting, self acclaiming and self praise. So much of narcissist juices flowing here…muahaha.
But this really comes with an attitude where some people would like to inflate. But who doesn't right?
I was piss that my boss refuse to grant me some days of leave to visit the islands in December. But I'm in a whatever mood now as I am typing this. I'll just find for other stuff to do. It's December and I don't want to be seen brooding over this. Somehow.
As for that, I've written a lengthy resolution next year and it is funny how last year I don't have a single one except body of megan fox to some extend (except her boobies) <-- I really mean it but for 2010, I have a whole lot to live by. It is really funny how seasons change people.
I've gone up the curve, then down, then up and somehow, given the same stuff I still do and thread, I somehow do not feel, see and sense the same like I used to going back to where my memory serves me. So I believe, I have changed in some of my perspective in life.
I however do not know if it is for the better or worst but only time will tell. :-)
Though of course there is still 2 months to complete before I sum 2009 for myself, I am already saying it has been a less travelled year as compared to 2008. Of which, I strongly believe I should improve on that.
Work wise, I'm done with my current portfolio which I have steeply climbed throughout the 3 years, so in 2010 I am ready for a new challenge. I am happy for that.
On my cards, as I have written about Card-A-Heart and its 1st year anniversary. I have come quite a distance I should say. I foresee 2010 to be even greater because I have got plans to expand my horizon in this area to a much bigger portfolio. I hope for that to materializes. The result of this would be a leap change for me in terms of my job aka career. So this is a one big one to look out for me.
Also, I'll be moving on with a new car soon. Honestly feeling excited about it but I can't point precisely when. Rough gauge would be about year end or Jan. It all depends on the forces of things. Not really within my control to dictate the exact time. How wish though, unfortunately, not everything could be that way…heheh.
I've also managed to tighten my ties with some old people (not literally speaking, sensitive!) I know way back more than a decade ago. So it is bloody nice to be catching up with things and start moving forward with them if they happen to be threading on the same line. On friends side, I have also discarded a few people out, like spring cleaning my little closet. So it's less stress having to endure their pain ass. Haha.. I'm glad I did but I guess, as the years go by, stuff like this happens anyway. People come, people go.
However said, 2009 has not been a single year of race for me. At earlier stages I was mega disappointed but now that it is almost the end and I have just recovered, there is nothing more than I can say but thankful that I got back an ankle that could eventually bring me back the distances I never knew could carry me. I'm sad I did not race but I am glad I too the much needed break. At least, so I think, I feel stronger now. Hahah…
Writing however has take a little back stage at this moment because everything is happening. Very unfortunate. Unless tomorrow, mankind decides that, we have 36 hours a day, then I believe I would be able to give writing some of my time. However, as always, it is one of those things that is pleasantly nice, always sitting quietly by my side ready for me to re-visit them whenever I am ready. Mentality. Yes, writing is a mental task and nothing more. Or should I say a mental passion. Haha.. Put it the way you want lah… :-)
Ok lah, so much about 2009 as of October :-) Feel like I'm writing a report. Hehe…
