Mentally numb but I can still bitch.
I think bitching is my vocation.
*Giggle*
I have tonnes to say. I don't know where to start.
Work.
Sigh. I was told by Big L that some people in the unit I'm about to go has some concern over the reporting line and where I stand when I get to Cards Risk.
Honestly, I have concluded that there are a lot of people in this world who doesn't know what they want out of their career / job and they tend to hoard over everything they can get their hands on. And even worst when they will find people like me a threat because they can't quite get what they think they deserve. Of which, when the opportunity comes knocking at their door, they were dwelling till the snow came and went. And so when things got to move as time and tide waits for no man, they start regretting then making all things difficult for other people because they missed the shot.
The start finding every possible reason why everyone ELSE is not right when they think, they are so right.
WTF.
But as I have said, I don't care. I don't care how she / he feels. Because it has been through a fair playing ground where prior to my intend, the opportunity was poise to them and they failed to seize it.
Dilly dally doesn't bring results. And it happened that I was interested to move and I happened to asked around. And I happen to get it, after them being offered.
So it's fair. So I'm not to heed about their feelings because they have to learn to manage how they feel about me being here. That is their problem, not mine and I don't see why I need to bow to how they feel about me when I did nothing to harbor their feelings.
As far as work is concerned, I will continue to give my best to where I work, with the people I work, for the people I work and for the things I am paid to work. I don't see who does the job. So despite how much I detest about a person, I will still get things done to the best of my ability.
Of course, things are not rosy at all at the moment. More so with the unit I am about to go to, but I am still going because as far as I am concerned, there is no turning back. Decisions are made, things have moved and everything else arranged.
I have no regrets. I am still sticking to my focus - to learn things and move to the next once I am done. After all, that is what I want for myself. Until I am done, then we'll see what's next.
At the same time, I hope things would eventually be better with the high attrition aka instability. What ought not to be said has been said. And people have said what they want to say, message has been sent across. So, people NEEDS TO MOVE ON.
I really feel these bitching has to stop. Because it's detrimental to their very ownself. For their own sake.
Sometimes, I really wonder what is the purpose. Sigh.
That is work for me.
See the politics and all. Great ain't it?
But being here for years, being through the series of losers, back biting and negative vibes, I am quite good already in steering through the mist. Things would turn for the better, it is the matter of time. Plus, I will leave the rest of the worries to Big L and my boss.
Anyway, I was just 'over' feeling irritated. Apparently that SOL got a PRADA for a handbag as well. I mean, for awhile, it did irritate me to a lot of extend like what the fuck has it to be that obvious that she just needs to follow me?
She has this thing for LV so why can't she just stick to her fucking LV?
That is my point.
And I had made it clear to Eugene that not only does she want to copy me, she wants to even make sure she is better than me. Gosh. For God's sake, please, go get a fucking life please. What is the problem? What is with this following me this close?
Common man. I have never met anyone any faker than this. What is the deal?
And so I have concluded, she will always remain my shadow despite her effort to be better than me because by the fact that she tries SO HARD to follow me is enough proven she is meeting the definition of the Oxford of a SHADOW. The 2nd fiddle. The benchstander. The follower. The copycat. The 2nd.
Oh. Please.
And the best of it all is, she has chosen to copy me with everything and anything material because that is all she could come near me.
I mean, while she had her attempted on yoga, losing weight, exercising and some brain waves, she has miserably failed. So what more can she do but 'focus' on what she is good in. Material stuff.
It's one of those things people do to make themselve feel good. Focus on what you are good at.
I think on the hindside, I should somehow stick my guns on what I am good at which she isn't. Focus less on this material stuff which she could only get her hands on. Strategically {now, I am starting to sound like a REAL bitch} she will be looking like a speck of dirt! Wahahahah... eat my dust bitch. Smell my smoke.
Sigh. What a bitch. How I hate her. Good for nothing. I don't even want to apologise for being mean... she deserves my swearing. She does.
Heheh.. enough said.
Happy Weekend!
I think bitching is my vocation.
*Giggle*
I have tonnes to say. I don't know where to start.
Work.
Sigh. I was told by Big L that some people in the unit I'm about to go has some concern over the reporting line and where I stand when I get to Cards Risk.
Honestly, I have concluded that there are a lot of people in this world who doesn't know what they want out of their career / job and they tend to hoard over everything they can get their hands on. And even worst when they will find people like me a threat because they can't quite get what they think they deserve. Of which, when the opportunity comes knocking at their door, they were dwelling till the snow came and went. And so when things got to move as time and tide waits for no man, they start regretting then making all things difficult for other people because they missed the shot.
The start finding every possible reason why everyone ELSE is not right when they think, they are so right.
WTF.
But as I have said, I don't care. I don't care how she / he feels. Because it has been through a fair playing ground where prior to my intend, the opportunity was poise to them and they failed to seize it.
Dilly dally doesn't bring results. And it happened that I was interested to move and I happened to asked around. And I happen to get it, after them being offered.
So it's fair. So I'm not to heed about their feelings because they have to learn to manage how they feel about me being here. That is their problem, not mine and I don't see why I need to bow to how they feel about me when I did nothing to harbor their feelings.
As far as work is concerned, I will continue to give my best to where I work, with the people I work, for the people I work and for the things I am paid to work. I don't see who does the job. So despite how much I detest about a person, I will still get things done to the best of my ability.
Of course, things are not rosy at all at the moment. More so with the unit I am about to go to, but I am still going because as far as I am concerned, there is no turning back. Decisions are made, things have moved and everything else arranged.
I have no regrets. I am still sticking to my focus - to learn things and move to the next once I am done. After all, that is what I want for myself. Until I am done, then we'll see what's next.
At the same time, I hope things would eventually be better with the high attrition aka instability. What ought not to be said has been said. And people have said what they want to say, message has been sent across. So, people NEEDS TO MOVE ON.
I really feel these bitching has to stop. Because it's detrimental to their very ownself. For their own sake.
Sometimes, I really wonder what is the purpose. Sigh.
That is work for me.
See the politics and all. Great ain't it?
But being here for years, being through the series of losers, back biting and negative vibes, I am quite good already in steering through the mist. Things would turn for the better, it is the matter of time. Plus, I will leave the rest of the worries to Big L and my boss.
Anyway, I was just 'over' feeling irritated. Apparently that SOL got a PRADA for a handbag as well. I mean, for awhile, it did irritate me to a lot of extend like what the fuck has it to be that obvious that she just needs to follow me?
She has this thing for LV so why can't she just stick to her fucking LV?
That is my point.
And I had made it clear to Eugene that not only does she want to copy me, she wants to even make sure she is better than me. Gosh. For God's sake, please, go get a fucking life please. What is the problem? What is with this following me this close?
Common man. I have never met anyone any faker than this. What is the deal?
And so I have concluded, she will always remain my shadow despite her effort to be better than me because by the fact that she tries SO HARD to follow me is enough proven she is meeting the definition of the Oxford of a SHADOW. The 2nd fiddle. The benchstander. The follower. The copycat. The 2nd.
Oh. Please.
And the best of it all is, she has chosen to copy me with everything and anything material because that is all she could come near me.
I mean, while she had her attempted on yoga, losing weight, exercising and some brain waves, she has miserably failed. So what more can she do but 'focus' on what she is good in. Material stuff.
It's one of those things people do to make themselve feel good. Focus on what you are good at.
I think on the hindside, I should somehow stick my guns on what I am good at which she isn't. Focus less on this material stuff which she could only get her hands on. Strategically {now, I am starting to sound like a REAL bitch} she will be looking like a speck of dirt! Wahahahah... eat my dust bitch. Smell my smoke.
Sigh. What a bitch. How I hate her. Good for nothing. I don't even want to apologise for being mean... she deserves my swearing. She does.
Heheh.. enough said.
Happy Weekend!
