I wrote several sentences yesterday on my lappy but I can't bring myself to finish the post because I was just totally not into the mood to sit put.
As I have been selfishly putting my job at the centre stage of my life at the moment, things just continue to happen.
Just yesterday, I got news from Eugene that his mum, my wonderful MIL, has confirm a growth around / at her neck. I am worried. For many things. Especially for her. Especially for the family which she has been pulling close together at every point in our lives. Especially also for Eugene {tho he is big guy with one of the most awesome heart I have ever known}.
These were my very thoughts. And it drifted to hope for everything good because I was envisaging everything bad. And I cannot bear going through the bad as I have gone through with my dad and granddad. It is such a heart breaking experience. More so, when you love the people involved, you refuse to let them feel the hurt and pain that you know will have to go through when the bad happens.
I just pray extremely hard at this moment that it is merely a non-cancerous growth that does not require much worry. Just mere medication.
There. I've say it all. I just could not compose my thoughts yesterday because everything was gushing through my mind when Eugene broke the news. I am in a much composed state of mind now.
I guess, such is life. Sometimes, it chooses to throw you off tangent and let you pick yourself up with what is left. And I believe, such things makes you stronger and better as a person. Like a test.
And yes, I am trying {again} to make take it in good faith and to give my MIL the upmost support I could ever give since I am older now, much stronger and much wiser {I think}. Plus, I should as after all, she does not have a daughter and daughter do makes wonders in terms of support. I trust that is the least I could do.
On the other side of things, I'm tired of this SOL who is always busy chasing after me. I'm so sick even. But as I thrug along like I normally do, I think I would pretty much let me be as I usually do and just go on minding my own business and life until she starts irritating me again. I just want to remind her this - Karma bitch. Karma!!! Haha…
My printing cards are not ready just yet and I am starting to get impatience over it. Now Jason tells me they have got some ceasing problem {God knows what that is} but I am not interested to know exactly what they are. He said the 600 pieces ought to be ready by end of the day. Obviously, this busy bee here cannot make it in time to collect so it would be tomorrow or the day after {when it's the happy weekend}.
Alright. It's lunch time. I need to get to the hairdresser. I need a therapeutic hair wash. So to speak. :-)
