It is one of those days I can take a breather again. Just touch hard on the wood, nothing crops up at the last minute on a Friday. I always pray for smooth endings because everyone would want a wonderful weekend and a peace of mind to shut off.
Yes, it is certainly a wonderful Friday today and as my usual bit, I have started celebrating the weekend yesterday. Of course, some people don't understand such concept. It is either their life are that happening that there is no difference between Mondays and Fridays or that it is that montonous that, no days are worth celebrating anyway. People are such. And I am intrigued that I sometimes become the subject of amusement as they don’t understand why I am celebrating when Thursday hits.
God.
I went to see Janie last night. A short one after her biopsy. I don't know how else to say but I can feel for her. The trauma. The mental stress. The everything. Not mentioning the physical pain when you are practically awake feeling and knowing that every single jab that was going through your torso, right to the liver to scrap that cell is felt. Sigh.
I does make me wonder after visiting her, what is all the stress at work and money for after all?
What are these as compared to the fight to stay alive.
It certainly is a wake up call for me, or rather a reminder that I should by all means, forget about getting stress up over anything. I mean, life is so large and being even piss with people like my SOL seemed so minute and irrelavant as compared to what Janie is going through.
It makes me realised, there are more important things and larger than life things to be happy for and to put my focus on. And it is things like giving that support to a friend that needs it, the prayers, the friendship, the love, the everything-else-in-that-package which stands far more important than the need to compete over who has more Prada bags or who drives a nicer car.
I will totally ignore her as far as I am concerned and I will totally not be bother with such frivolous matters. Anymore. She can continue with her ever shallow attempt but she will as I have said before, always be, behind me, be my shadow. Say whatever, do however she wants, she's my shadow.
Last night too, I was chartering out my 2010 plans. Amongst it all, I realised, I am going to run a bit and I certainly am trying to make a point to dive my life away. I hope nothing would suddenly pop up and start giving me reasons I can't go on as planned. It would be such a wet blanket. Just like this year, with those flu and rumored tsunami and all.
Sometimes, I feel people are overly cautious over things. And to some extend they are just so afraid to let it go and go on living their life. I am not foolishly attesting that I ought to travel into a swine flu infested country when I know the virus are holding their ball there, but what I am meant was, we should take a look at living life in a different perspective.
Like when there is swine flu, the root cause to these problem stems from being healthy and hygiene. So why don't we instead make a change and effort to be healthy and hygienic instead of focusing on avoiding contact with other human kind by ceasing travelling, moving around and etc.
Just an example.
Because if we keep making a stance to defend ourselves by reclusing ourselves from the world, it is just as well be dead. What is the meaning to life when every purpose of us living is to be being alive? There has got to be more to this that life.
Anyway, that is just my speck of thoughts on such matters.
As usual, I will sign off with greetings of a wonderful weekend. I pray everyone will have a fantastic one, and that everyone will just start living life as we never know what would be next. So there, live life and happy, happy weekend.
