Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Tired Tuesday

Here I am, typing with the most minimal light one could ever have. All because I want to wind down and have a very good sleep but apparently, I'm quite good at typing without looking at the key board. Not bad...hahaha. Must be the years of piano playing.

I have been busy with work as usual and I am waiting for the year end bug to start biting so I can relax and wind down to the end of 2009. Apparently, November is certainly NOT the time yet. I feel like a work horse at this moment, still.

Anyway, just had this 2010 resolution done for myself. Pretty easy and straight forward. No swearing. And have more fun that I ever have. Simple aint' it?

Oh, there goes the candle. It went off. I'm left with the illumination of the lappy's screen.

For the past few days I have been hogged with people from the office asking me why I am not having a kid yet.

Like what?

And there I go again, in the same tone, same explanation and same reasoning why.

Sigh. Why can't people just leave me alone?

And the sad part about it is, people ask me don't ever I get bored with Eugene since after all these years, we may have ran out of things to talk.

I feel sad for them.

I mean, what was then the marriage all about? What was the relationship all about?

I think, I am not the one who miss a point here... definitely.

On the other side of the life, I called Janie to rely some moral support for her biopsy on Thursday BUT I got the day wrong, I thought it was tomorrow. Darn. And she called me again in the evening, telling me she will look for me for lunch tomorrow.

Great. I have so much to bitch with her and I have even more to swear to. Haha. OK, I am definitely a bitch. And a pretty one that is. Haha...

All in all, I will have to cancel the flowers I ordered for her tomorrow and delay it to Thursday. Aparah. Heheh... The funny thing was, I asked her what color orchids does she particularly fancies, she said some pink and red.

What kind of a combination is that??!! Well, it sure explains the reason why she gets hook with Indian men ALL THE TIME. OK, Indian men, if you are reading this, I have nothing against you guys, but generally, Malaysian Indian men, pure breed are assholes. Just like pure breed Chinese educated Chinaman. They are assholes too.

Which puts me as a lucky girl and Janie, with Mat Sallehs left. Sad.

Apparently, I was filled that that dumb blonde Earnie or however that name is, was upset because I deleted her off my FB list. MUAHAHAAH. Serves her right. But she complained to Janie that I had not even the cheek to smile and greet her when she bumped into me.

To begin with, I have not even seen her for ages and now that she works in some 42nd floor, I don't know how it is possible that I have been bumping into her. Such liar. Anyway, I just want to note that there indeed dumb blonde lurking in this era. I thought, these species are LONG gone, or almost at the point of extinction. Sigh.

Hahaha.
I just went for a foot rub and boy, I feel I was transported back to some dynasty. The ala bed ala couch which we were to lie for the rub were so comfy that I feel asleep by the time she did my 2nd leg. And right after that, I just didn't want to leave. Honestly, if I had a choice, I would just snuggle on in the towel and go off to slumberland till tomorrow morning. Haha...

Anyway, tomorrow's Wednesday already and boy, time flies. I don't know what else to say but I just wish for more travelling as the days go by. I realised at some point when my frustrations take stage, it has got a lot to do with the fact that I did not travel enough. It's like some fuel to my sanity soul. Something like that.

Alright, it is time that I go to bed. I need all the sleep. It's work again tomorrow. Good nite people...