My NYE

Here I am crouching on my ultimate bed in the comforts of my room typing this piece via my iPhone. What am I doing, slumped on my bed, typing in my blog on a new year eve when half the world is painting the town red and pink, waiting for the ticking of the clock to strike midnight to usher a new year.

Let me say, I'm in pain. I am trying to get over my period cramps despite the doses of Panadols (which normally works wonder but at this point, I am in doubt if the pills are fakes- once upon a time the authorities busted a syndicate that distributed Panadols made of tapioca flour! Malaysia Boleh!) so here I am... Fighting for my comfort, instead of being in the crowd of enthusiastic count downers.

But life is such, life doesn't deliberate when it happens, when it wants to rob you off your life or when it wants to bestow goodness. Life just go on. Time is never it's worry, nor concern. It just goes.

So when you actually take heed of it, you do know life is indeed momentous because it does not account for emotions, sentiments or humanity. It just work.

Ok, this is what happens when someone gets philosophical at the turn of a new year.

Today, my spirits are simmering with all kinds, pain, relieve, hope, sighs and lots of faith. As I have said in my previous post, 2009 has been full of reflective moments so much so I am relief to move on into a new phase. And shall I say, I am in the opinion that it has been great and not great depending on the perspective I choose to view it to be. Haha... So yes 2009 has been filled with extreme good and extreme bad. Wonderful.

But alas, looking back not. It is time to look forward as it is in every beginning, so to speak.

Till then, let me reprieve from my pain, appreciate my health every other day which I am free of anguish, and hope, just hope for everything better... Hastalavista people!