Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Office Idiots

I've got snapped twice by my boss today all because some idiot told me to do this and that which is totally not required. This is the usual crap he (the idiot) is when it touches on this portfolio. He has this yearning desire to reach over the hill top and over kill an issue until it becomes over boiled, cooked and baked that it looses all taste and lustre.

I felt like just packing my bags and go home. Honestly. Because here I am trying my best not to irritate my boss with the unneccessary and here I am being put on the spot as if I am that of an imbecile who keeps dwelling on the same issue over and over again like a broken record which has lost its count of repeating the same mundane "Oh Carol" over and again every other minute.

I mean, if I have gazillion things to look into and I need to move, move and move at every 10 working hours just barely to be efficient, I don't see why my boss would not feel the irritation when someone fails in understanding simple instruction when he has probably 4x more than my work load between those 10 gruelling hours.

So...after the series of me having to rush thru some other reserves for him in a smack of time thru the phone while he was attending a meeting, I think I even out the earlier morning shit.

Lesson No.1 learnt: NEVER EVER listen to other people who doesn't know shit despite it being their portfolio but just THE BOSS.

Lesson No.2: Follow your instinct on EQ matters, don't listen to people as how to manage situations unless you are at loss.

Anyway I have got a dinner to attend tommorrow night. I am devastated because it's those event where people just do nothing but pretend. I dread. To me, it is just one of those things HR does to justify their existance and importance thus eventually bonus. So yes, this is an event for suckers like us so someone gets his/her score card well graded! Such is my luck, a victim of circumstance.

Alrighty, enough of binkering since I need to catch my 1 million wink for a long tomorrow. Sigh. Life's tough. This week itself, it's against me in exercising religiously everyday, sad and frustrated.

Good nite folks... Mr Sandman is here.