Updates

Eugene left today. To Switzerland. I am still here. Pretty much waiting for my time to get there in exactly a week's time. But I already feel excited on his behalf. Probably because the travelling is on a 380 and, that I badly needed a break away from the hectic city life I have been consuming for the longest time my memory could serve me.

But this 1 week would be much work and exercising because 11 solid days of non exercising is definitely going to kill me good. So I'm actually taking storage of exercising hard, if there is such a thing.

I would be setting my little size 4.5 feet in Zurich, Venice, Florence and finally the infamous Rome. And I already know without doubt I will love every places I go.

Work has still been hard on me but not that tough struggle as it initially was. I given a small breather for now. And I am still not letting my guards off even. No way hosey with such a hot plate job.

But I always console myself that no one in this world would pay me rather handsomely for an easy job. As I always say, nothing is free. So, just shut up and do the work... Haha.

Anyway, for all the drama and dissatisfaction I have been tip toeing through about my tennis matters, I have finally firmed a new coach for myself. This time it is a one to one coach. It would save all my energy on girly bickering and womanly crap. Phew. But I told myself I will still go on with my classes with the girls just for the sake of keeping my stand. Whatever that means.

Just pray that this new coach is a nice guy and I don't need to tolerate attitude problem. *Pray* Having all said and done, I will commence the following week I return from Europe. Pretty much looking forward to continue learning and be better.

Just one more thing that was on my mind lately too. I got a friend whom I thought is a friend now confirm is not a friend. I'm very disappointed with her in many way. And so I have decided to just be in my relationship with this person.

I have cone to realize she only calls me when she needs my advice or opinion but never for anything else. When she goes through pain and misery she will appear in my life, indirectly garnering support. When her life is cruising cool and jolly happy, I don't hear a single sound of her. That is how it is.

And just several days back, she called asking to borrow 4k from me.

See what I mean?

I did not lend the sum she asked but I lend something. And as a person I am, I refuse to ask her why she was so desperate for the dough. I just gave what I could and I didn't also give her advice cum bag cum lecture for asking me the 2 nd time to lend.

But yes I am disappointed because I am made to feel she only needs me when she needs help. Sad. That is actually how much I am worth to people... Sad.

Anyways, no fret. Life is too short to over linger on people like her. I have a lot more to be happy for.

Till then, it's me signing off for now.