Thursday, May 13, 2010

Gratitude and Change

Eugene asked me to take down the car pictures I have posted in FB. He said it is getting out of control.

My reaction and rationale: People need deal with their own insecurities and enviness.

But as I dwell deeper, it is merely not just about that. It's about my very own safety.

It's hard for me to stomach that, within those 290++ people in my FB (or whatever the number)there are ctually 'bad' people. Just when I thought I was ok after the 'spring cleaning' exercise I did on that long list of redundant people. I thought, I am now left with decent people.

I can sometimes be VERY gullable. Stupid.

And therefore, I got some people upset. I got some people envious. I got some people thinking I'm a show off. I get some people skemming for malicious intentions because of the latter, former, and former former.

I got PMs from people asking me with serious deadpan notation what I did in life that got me there. And if there were any lucrative stuff I am currently going that is showering me with material wealth.

So it seemed.

And they happened to be people who has a big happy family (this I don’t envy), could leave the office at 5pm sharp everyday, gets no shits from their bosses, no sleepless nights from the stressful corporate dump, have tonnes of money stack in their investments and savings, lots of money even in the fix deposits, several houses / shophouses collecting lucrative rentals and could very easily be called a millionaire.

And they ask me.

I am neither or either above.

We just need to have some gratitude you know. We just need to know how to count our blessings.

If one person's life seemed to be more interesting than the other, then change. Change it the way one thinks will be it's interesting enough.

That's my points about this. That's all I have to say.

People just need to deal within themselves. Not those who are having a ball of their time to deal with that.

Haha…I've said enough. Point gotten across I am sure. *grin*