I have spoken about my disgruntled concerns about work. And I don’t know if ever, I have anything more to complain. Or lament (do they actually mean the same? Ha ha).
In the midst of my silence from cyber world, many issues and thoughts provoked me. It is just that I did not have the luxury of time to pen them.
I have even made to confront with despicable people. While I was gallantly collecting money for my Boss’ farewell who is leaving us for another job in Australia and while I was suggesting for a minimum of RM100 from people who earns easily more than RM10,000 a month (because no one was interested to tell me what constitute a reasonable amount) and wasted my time in collecting from these people, one bloody joker told me that RM100 is a lot of money when I came by (I think he thought I will run away with that darn RM100 once I have it in hand).
And the mother of all irony is, he actually told me he will be attending the farewell party but will not fork the RM40 because he is not eating.
What a character.
Then of course, I have also the people who tells me he doesn't see why the turn out is bad given that it is my Boss’ farewell. He asked why is it that only ¾ of the people are going. He insisted that I lobby for the event.
Like what the fuck. Firstly most people have prior arranged engagement and that with the fact that the announcement of the dinner was made 3 days prior would make a difference. In fact, one can’t possibly ‘force’ people to attend things they don’t want to attend. For whatever their reason could be.
I don’t understand such people. While the intent is good, the execution of everything that pertains it sucks. In fact, this individual has always this thing about him I totally hate. I so dislike him. He has this lack of respect for other people. Because it is all about his interest and intent. Nothing else.
I think if on one of those days he ever caught me on the wrong day, I am sure, he would have the chance to enjoy my piece of thought about this. Entirely. Ha ha.
Then now anyways, we have got Loser J resigning. And follow through that, we have the entire drama of it. Counter offers with all the short falls and the entire crappy series of what the Bank always do ONLY when people resigns. I am sure, they will do the same when I throw in my bit. Wait and see.
As I have said about the disagreement about the system. It sucks badly. And people who are there within their control of things are all comfortable with their big fat salaries and the fact that they meet their waste-of-people’s time KPIs, no one is bothered to look into the interest of the employees by end of the day. All these people dare care is their own backs. Own fat back is more like it.
So when assets are about to leave, they start all kinds of crap to keep people. I mean, what sort of initiative is that? It is just as good as saying they will do whatever it takes when a person say they are going to die and for those who are living, to hell with you.
I’m putting it very bluntly and I am sure, a lot of people who are in the corporate will agree with me to many extends.
Not that I totally want to blow my trumpet but I believe and choose to believe I don’t need this crap and I deserve better than this. And again, I believe, I don’t thrive like most of these people who does things without thinking about others and repercussions. Obviously, like I have said in my earlier post, when the time comes, there will be no looking back. I will definitely shove the promotion and increment up their lovely budded ass. *smile*
On the hind side of things, I am getting impatient about my hamstring. The null pain I am enduring day by day is still lingering. I have seen the doctor and it has been diagnose that I have got an inflamed hamstring where the tendon is attached to the pelvic bone. After a series of anti-inflammatory medication, things have yet to subside. The same degree of null pain is still present. I don’t know whatever else to do with it.
I have even cease my running distance, cut yoga and even tennis these 2 weeks with obvious fats building up for the lack the “busters.”
I’m pretty aghast. There. I’ve said it.
For now, I don’t have a solution to this. Just mere patience and fingers and toes crossing.
Anyway, just yesterday when I was traveling to Cherating, we have got a GTI Golf trying to pull some stunts with the Cayman. I mean, honestly, I don’t know what he was thinking but sure hell, he did smell lots of smoke and eaten lots of dust. I am not even trying to figure what people like this is thinking. The standards of thoughts must be quite exact the same as that prick who refused to chip the RM100. I can’t phantom his thoughts.
At the same time, I have caught up with some people whom I have not been in touch for quite awhile. The thing about people like this is, they have everything to talk about their own lives despite in my own selfish context, it is extremely boring. Like can't these people tell me something more interesting? They are not even interested to hear about my life, just want theirs aired over and over. And over.
And with that, I now know exactly why such people have ceased being my friend. Maybe it makes them feel good that they have got a life as compared to me *snigger* but honestly, if there is nothing concerning funny, fun, heartwarming, passionate or adrenalin rush, please, do bear in mind, I am not interested. More so if there is a point to prove.
I am not of such if you are genuinely my friend.
Well enough said and done. I’m pretty much done with insults and criticism which I have stowed away since my silence. Great. What a great feeling now that I have let out my thoughts. He he. Awesome. Just awesome.
Now, back to life….
In the midst of my silence from cyber world, many issues and thoughts provoked me. It is just that I did not have the luxury of time to pen them.
I have even made to confront with despicable people. While I was gallantly collecting money for my Boss’ farewell who is leaving us for another job in Australia and while I was suggesting for a minimum of RM100 from people who earns easily more than RM10,000 a month (because no one was interested to tell me what constitute a reasonable amount) and wasted my time in collecting from these people, one bloody joker told me that RM100 is a lot of money when I came by (I think he thought I will run away with that darn RM100 once I have it in hand).
And the mother of all irony is, he actually told me he will be attending the farewell party but will not fork the RM40 because he is not eating.
What a character.
Then of course, I have also the people who tells me he doesn't see why the turn out is bad given that it is my Boss’ farewell. He asked why is it that only ¾ of the people are going. He insisted that I lobby for the event.
Like what the fuck. Firstly most people have prior arranged engagement and that with the fact that the announcement of the dinner was made 3 days prior would make a difference. In fact, one can’t possibly ‘force’ people to attend things they don’t want to attend. For whatever their reason could be.
I don’t understand such people. While the intent is good, the execution of everything that pertains it sucks. In fact, this individual has always this thing about him I totally hate. I so dislike him. He has this lack of respect for other people. Because it is all about his interest and intent. Nothing else.
I think if on one of those days he ever caught me on the wrong day, I am sure, he would have the chance to enjoy my piece of thought about this. Entirely. Ha ha.
Then now anyways, we have got Loser J resigning. And follow through that, we have the entire drama of it. Counter offers with all the short falls and the entire crappy series of what the Bank always do ONLY when people resigns. I am sure, they will do the same when I throw in my bit. Wait and see.
As I have said about the disagreement about the system. It sucks badly. And people who are there within their control of things are all comfortable with their big fat salaries and the fact that they meet their waste-of-people’s time KPIs, no one is bothered to look into the interest of the employees by end of the day. All these people dare care is their own backs. Own fat back is more like it.
So when assets are about to leave, they start all kinds of crap to keep people. I mean, what sort of initiative is that? It is just as good as saying they will do whatever it takes when a person say they are going to die and for those who are living, to hell with you.
I’m putting it very bluntly and I am sure, a lot of people who are in the corporate will agree with me to many extends.
Not that I totally want to blow my trumpet but I believe and choose to believe I don’t need this crap and I deserve better than this. And again, I believe, I don’t thrive like most of these people who does things without thinking about others and repercussions. Obviously, like I have said in my earlier post, when the time comes, there will be no looking back. I will definitely shove the promotion and increment up their lovely budded ass. *smile*
On the hind side of things, I am getting impatient about my hamstring. The null pain I am enduring day by day is still lingering. I have seen the doctor and it has been diagnose that I have got an inflamed hamstring where the tendon is attached to the pelvic bone. After a series of anti-inflammatory medication, things have yet to subside. The same degree of null pain is still present. I don’t know whatever else to do with it.
I have even cease my running distance, cut yoga and even tennis these 2 weeks with obvious fats building up for the lack the “busters.”
I’m pretty aghast. There. I’ve said it.
For now, I don’t have a solution to this. Just mere patience and fingers and toes crossing.
Anyway, just yesterday when I was traveling to Cherating, we have got a GTI Golf trying to pull some stunts with the Cayman. I mean, honestly, I don’t know what he was thinking but sure hell, he did smell lots of smoke and eaten lots of dust. I am not even trying to figure what people like this is thinking. The standards of thoughts must be quite exact the same as that prick who refused to chip the RM100. I can’t phantom his thoughts.
At the same time, I have caught up with some people whom I have not been in touch for quite awhile. The thing about people like this is, they have everything to talk about their own lives despite in my own selfish context, it is extremely boring. Like can't these people tell me something more interesting? They are not even interested to hear about my life, just want theirs aired over and over. And over.
And with that, I now know exactly why such people have ceased being my friend. Maybe it makes them feel good that they have got a life as compared to me *snigger* but honestly, if there is nothing concerning funny, fun, heartwarming, passionate or adrenalin rush, please, do bear in mind, I am not interested. More so if there is a point to prove.
I am not of such if you are genuinely my friend.
Well enough said and done. I’m pretty much done with insults and criticism which I have stowed away since my silence. Great. What a great feeling now that I have let out my thoughts. He he. Awesome. Just awesome.
Now, back to life….
