Something I Have to Forgive Myself For

It’s just one thing.

 

I should forgive myself for regretting that I didn’t treat my Daddy much better than I ought to when I was in my difficult teenage years.

 

I realized I was at the turning point with God in conversation that once Daddy recovers from this illness, he will be the world to me. As I have been to him.

 

Believe it not, I did not get the chance to do that and poof, he is gone.

 

It was my turning point in life where I vow never ever to treat anyone I love any lesser than I should, anymore.

 

I started taking efforts to build relationships, not taking them for granted, love them more, treat them better and above all, hold them very dearly to my heart.

 

This explains the reason of my attitude towards my friends and family whom I love. Ask Eugene. He will attest to it. My undying friendship and loyalty. Haha. I sound so upright and righteous. Ya, right! Muahaha.

 

On a serious note, here it is – something I have to forgive myself for.